I was reading this out to Mistress Deborah while tea was cooking and she asked me what are you then?
It made me really think ?!?!
My interest in women's underwear goes way back, before I met Mistress Deborah and before I had a girlfriend - I used to like the fabric women's underwear was made of and if I could get my hands on something would use it to w*nk. (Not my mums! - I had an older female cousin staying and her friend). But it was more often that something that was tight and silky. When you get into a relationship you explore, and early on my first relationship I discovered I liked silky teddies and stockings. And then things changed quickly and I progressed to PVC and then Latex (oh yes Latex - yummy scrummy latex). But as my relationship progressed my partner was less and less interested and it became something I did less and less. Then I met Mistress Deborah and it all changed. I told her of my interest in latex and ladies tight fighting underwear and I can still remember the day I pinched her tight body and told her I was wearing it while we were out for a walk in the country. She looked surprised - but not cross, and I think was a little turned on by it. It didn't take long in our relationship before I knew that I liked Mistress in charge and she liked that position and she bought me loads of tight fitting knickers of my own. Chastity came and was mixed in with all of this, but It was still really the tightness of the underwear and the smoothness of the material. I had no desire to be a girl . As i mentioned in a previous post, I had fantasied about being a sex doll. A toy for Mistress to play with, and Lucy was born through this.
I don't feel I am a TV, I have no desire to wear dresses all the time, I do like to wear knickers as I love the feel and Mistress Deborah likes them on me. I do look at dresses now - but only for something that I feel Mistress would like to see Lucy in.
When I am Lucy I am a different person, I submit more to Mistress, I want Mistress to do more things to me, and I know I could get into all sorts of trouble as Lucy.
So I don't think I am a TV, any probably not a sissy....
A bit of a rambling post - but I feel I am just a very kinky (probably perverted) individual.
(See what I mean ... Lucy in trouble!)
Hugs and Kisses
P.S. And sometimes I am a baby but that's my other blog! - Confused ;-)